So as many of you have noticed I have been lacking on my digital are/commission and been doing more crochet things,
I would like to say I am dearly sorry about this, its not that I dont want to complete my commission but it then rely's on a number of other things in my life that effect my art and internet life.
First off I am suffering greatly from a shitty art block and I hate it and I hate being in a funk and nothing seems to inspire me anymore, and the best way to break art block is to force yourself to draw as much as you can, thing is, I never have the time!
Your probably thinking "but you have time to crochet! Why cant you draw?!" Well There are a couple of reasons, first of all I want to do digital work. This is a problem because, I cant bring my lap top anywhere I go, its broken and therefore Frankensteined into my desk, and not mobile. I would do it while my children are napping but theres a problem here as well, my daughter has developed serperation anxiety that includes me leaving a room for any reason, im also still nursing so im a human soother for her as well witch also makes it difficult.. my only time to draw is at night where I dont have to constantly start and stop what im doing but by then im so tired I just want to sleep, and its also the only time I get to spend with my husband so I take advantage of that time that I have.
But witch crochet its super easy to bring places and start and stop (mostly) I can bring it to bed and work on it when im nursing my daughter or I need to be in the room so she feels safe.. and its shitty I know, I want to be able to art again but right now my family needs me more,
Speaking of, Another reason im not arting is because its summer, a perfect time to take my family out and enjoy the weather, so sue me.
You may also be thinking "But I see you online on FB and answering comments on da/ Fa all the time!
Well my friends welcome to the world of a phone can do anything, mostly im on my phone when im laying with sera in bed, So ya..
You guys deserve an explanation and its not much of one but, here it is. Im enjoying my family's company while still being creative and my digital art has to suffer and im sorry... I love you guys and I am sorry.. im not going to leave you all in the dark.